Saturday, February 22, 2014 @ 3:52 AM 3 stares
tonight.. i found myself asking
"why are people trying to change who i am?"
and i found myself answering
"bukan diorang.. xdak sapa kisah pon nina
nina yang buat mcm ni kat diri sendiri"
i read my blog
and i cried
i missed who i was
i honestly do
but i can't go back
but the person i am is soo tiring
i'm so tired
i am
i honestly am
but looking at my result
looking at what i've achieved
they are far from what i am capable of
far from what i deserve
but i'm tired
i am
i honestly am
thinking about who i am
there are a few things i have to change
there are a lot that i'm lacking
but i'm tired
i am
i honestly am
i've gained a lot
yet my grip is letting go of things that i used to have no problem holding onto
is it because i'm tired?
i am
i honestly am
i feel like screaming for help
i feel like hitting pause
Ya Allah help me
i'm tired
i am
i honestly am