when i grow upi wanna be famous i wanna be a star wanna be in movies
actually thats not what i want to be
i was just singing pcd's song
what do i want to be?
i have no idea
i'm going through life trying my best to keep it low profile but still i want people to talk about me but not soo much.. its weird to wish for 2 things that are total opposites but is it impossible?i want to keep it low profile.. not wanting people to make a fuss over something small related to me
but i still want ppl to talk about me.. in a good way...and not say bad stuff about mei want to score the highest marks in class..just so i can statisfy myself..and make my parents proud but i wish otherwise if people is going to treat me diffrently afterwards...
i wish people to talk to me..have fun..laugh our brains off..and make memories..but i wish people would leave me alone if they talk to me for their own advantages or just feel sorry for me ..i wish people would lie so the wont hurt me..but sometimes i wish people tell me the truth just so i know..i wish to stay home and stay onlinebut i wish i could leave my current school as soon as possiblei wish to be thinner so i could wear better clothes and people like me morebut i wish i stay the way i am because this way i know people like me for me or for my appearance..besides, i'm cute this way
i wish i know what to wish for
okay now i know what to wish for
i wish for 12 hours of sleep
but i wish i dont get a headache afterwards
i wish i can get rid of this emptiness inside of me
but i dont know why .. i wish i feel like this forever!
but ..above all of the things i wish for
i wish that i be more carefull of what i wish
i wished for straight A's
and i didnt go so well so farwell at least
i got a pen as a present from my school's bm teacher..and be the center of attentionand get to sit beside....and and and get to see....and i get to act cute again!!woahhh
this blows all of my emo away!
i loveeeeee my life!!!!!!!!!