Monday, August 22, 2011 @ 1:52 PM  1 stares
the last week before our eid holiday!!!
and it starts off... okay i guess

just now i had my college reading presentation... i was shakkkkinnggg!... i held a paper.. i heard my voice were shaking and when i hold the paper it was having an earth quake.. so i put it back down.. my words stumbled a alot as if i'm doing a tongue twister.  now that i think of it.. it was not as bad as this the first time i had to talk in front of the class.. i guess i get nervous when i present in front of the people i  know instead of getting nervous in front of people i dont know.... gahhh i hate this...

but i did better than i expected... everything was organised.. and i didnt say "umm" alot..
at the end of the presentation.. my hands felt like it went to Antarctica and came back through teleportation!

let me tell you about the first time i had to talk to a microphone ... it was when i was in form 4..
it was at an leadership camp.. i was an LDP (like a prefect)...

so my favourite addmaths teacher was giving a speech about how to host an assembly..  she then choose randomly from the audience to pretend to host in front... guess who's first?.. ME!

so i was alike OMG... so i just went anyway... and start talking like crazy.... bla bla bla bla
without realising .. i keep on passing the mic from my right hand to m left hand..and my left hand to my right hand and again and again..

and the teacher told me.. that i shouldn't have done that! hahaha... i also said something which made the crowd burst into laughter... and when they laughed i laughed too (i seriously didn't realise this).. so m techer told me i shouldn't have done that too!

when we got back from the camp.. my roomate said " suara nina sesuai kalo ckp kat mic!"... i have no idea what she means but i hope that's a good thing...

other than that.. my eyes were really sore this morning..luckily its getting better now...
and i got my reading test back! the second one! unfortunately i didn't do as well as others did.. i'm soo sad!... but this just means that i need to work harder! maybe this is what god want to show me for spending too much time online yesterday and the day before! ... (and now i still am)
but ....................never mind!...

hahaha.. but honestly. from the bottom of my heart!.. i feel really grateful for the life god has given me
my awesome family... my unique fantastic friends from all over malaysia.. and my fortunate life.. i don't know how to thank god enough for every single atom in my life .. i seriously don't!...

but still i still complain when things doesn't go my way... this is not how i should act right?!
i need to be a better person and be grateful for my fantastic life and i should not even bother to try to compare my life with others because from what i know my life is clearly better!

so nina!!! Remember!!

when things doesn't go your way, shut up and be grateful and get through it! you definitely can do it!!

maybe some people might think that A is lucky or B is smart C is lovable or D is the complete package.. but compared to your life?.. theirs is not your problem!... when you learn to love yourself, others will love you! so don't you fuss about other people point of you because you've got your own! use it wisely!

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Sunday, August 14, 2011 @ 9:56 AM  0 stares
i hate you wifi uitm....

when i key in facebook dot com.... it loads as fast as lightning
went i key in youtube dot come.... its Almost paraaadissseee ~!
when i key in "insert educational things here" .... it wont even try to load
what is wrong with you!!!  do you hate me???? why won't you let me searchh??? tell me whyyy!!!

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nok broadband!!!

on the other hand.. i have college reading quiz tomorrow!
since i think i did badly on the first one.. i have to do my best tomorrow..
unfortunately.. i dont know what is going on with my biological clock..

i tried sleeping at 2 o'clock last night.. which was early for me on weekend...
i dozed off peacefully
but.. i woke up at 3 because.......of several reasons
so i tossed ..and turned... and shove my head in a pillow... and cover my head with blanket..
but the lights were still on. shining on me.. so .. no luck!
so i thought about a lot of things and tossed and turned some more
and then the lights were off...
but still i couldn't sleep... waiting for subuh to come..
after subuh.. my head was saying " morninggggg"
 if i sleep.. i'm afraid that i'll wake up really late and will have a hard time to sleep tonight...

so right now i'm searching for the things i'm supposed to find ..
but i guess mr. google is still sleeping
mr. yahoo lacks information
and er?.. okay... no thanks

huihhhhhh i've been tring to wake mr google up since 7!
liat btol!
while waiting for mr google... i listened to everything from shakira to britney to disney
lady gaga.. not yet.. to early in the morning to watch something that freaky!

before the break 2 tests... 1 assignment due ..2 presentations
after break 2 assignments (which includes presentations)... 1 presentation
i don't know where to start!
and now .. the battery is running low... 20 minutes remaining...
 my head works just fine now! AMAZING RACE!...
if you want to stay up.. try listening to britney..
hahaha... not sure if it'll work for the whole day.. lets see ~

now .. listening to s club 7... waaaa.. 
i miss these kinds of songs.. where songs actually make sense..
i guess its mostly because most of my friends here likes korean..
fanatics even!
so my korean love slowly fade away
i dont like being the same as everybody else..
the more people like korean.. the more i try not to

but theres one clear diffrences.. they love boy groups..
i love girl groups! so i dont really mind sharing the same interest

wahhh i miss s club 7...
note to self : i have to buy the cd on my next visit to megamall or EC...


Monday, August 8, 2011 @ 6:18 PM  1 stares
if a picture of you doesn't work out... don't blame the picture

if othes don't notice you because you're quiet .. dont blame others

if others you offer your pendrive to be borrowed by your friend .. and the friend passed it around and it doesn't end up in your hands.....should you blame yourself?

macam bangang lahhhhhhhhhhh!



Thursday, August 4, 2011 @ 3:25 PM  2 stares
haha everyday after class i go(come) to the computer lab and onlineeee

facebook check... no new friend request ...
when i click "most recent" ... i saw somebody elses status that said
"133 new friend request??" ....
8 new notification ...
 "well at least i have my notifications"

  • aminah bin ali posted in sekolah menengah ku...
  • hohoho posted in universti facebook...
  • yayayuyuyiyi posted in sekolah rendah ku....
  • tadika ku n so on
suddenly felt sorry for my self! ...hahaha...

reaches for the handphone ... *no new messages ... waaaaaaaaaa


Wednesday, August 3, 2011 @ 2:00 PM  3 stares
i have no idea why i was so sleepy in class today.. madam tought as usual..
infact i was sitting right in front of her..

suddenly i heard the madam said : " WHAT'S YOUR NAME?"

i was suprised and woke up..... my heart raced, and i was thinking "alamaaaak"
i thought she was talking to turns out that she was just making an example.. wahh!!

other than that my classmate say i wear too much compact powder... waaaa :(... its not my fault!.. well it is.. but i'm not going to risk getting sunburn.. if you want to, then go ahead.. i'll wear 100 layers of compact powder if i have to!

if you are exposed to too much sun everyday until one day you realized you got sunburned, you may never be able to have your old skin again (before it was sunburned).. so i am not willing to risk that! :(
how bout you?


Tuesday, August 2, 2011 @ 5:42 PM  2 stares

Happy august everybody~~!
august is a hppy month because...
its a fasting month!
which means shopping for hari rayaaa!
and also
its the birth month of many people i know! (including mine n my cat's little kittens!)

 first, take a look at the picture above.. does it look like  me?
haha someone says that it does.. so kite amin kan aje
they say a lot of things.. nina comey.. nina hudoh .. nina gemuk..
so buang yg keruh amik yg jernih.. kaaaaan? XD
(wahhh sudah lame sy x prasan)

so where do i start? ..
first,( for the second time) .. i finished 49days! the storyline was amazing and there are 3 elements that make me love the story which the the  setting, the actors and the flow of the story..(ayat bagai nk wat thesis statement). however, they didn't follow the emphatic order which is "  saving the best for last".. the ending was awful! .. not really.. but i didnt like the fact where they found out hate song yi kung is actually shin ji hyun's sister!.. i was like WTF (where's the food)..
that part spoiled the whole story.. the ending before was nice already when the girl died and every one try to move on with life as it was... aiyaaa

anyway thats not really what i wanted to write about .. haha .  what else would i be about... just like every university freshmen.. i want to tell you about my time here

at first it was great.. but then i realised that i was invisible.. i really was!!
no one notice me even if i'm right in front of you face

once we went to a restaurant and a pak cik was taking order of drinks.. my friends ordered first... when i was about to order watermelon juice.. he quickly asked "makan??"
T.T but i'm right infront of you!
 so instead of ordering watermelon juice.. i ordered plain water... and i cried!

 just like the time when i got my computer literacy paper.. my lecturer asked :
"farah nina!! ... did you take the test"

me: yes i did madam :(

lecturer : are you sure??

me : yes i did madam :( :( :(

waaaaaaaaaaa... it turns out my paper was there the whole time
 but it was invisible even when she checked again and again... :(

other than that.. my classmates wrote a post.. and the tagged everyone in the class...

our class consists of 30 students at the time
so i checked.. 1.. 2..3... 28..29...
guess who got left out?

me!! :(

 after that they made a group on facebook for the class...
guess who didn't got invited?

me!! :(

there are soo many other invisible events that even i can't remember!

i keep on saying i'm "forever alone" and i'm a "watak sampingan"
my friends would comfort me by saying "you are not watak sampingan in my life"
waaaaaaaaah... terharu sgt.... <3

its amazing how i manage to be friends with my current friends in a short time
and feel like i've known them for years~...

and also my roomates (at my section) are amazing!
they are all very "senget" and i just lovee them soo muchh muah3
so with friends like these, i dont mind if i'm the supporting actress of even completely invisible..
i'm happy with the way things are...

on the other hand... like syamimi..
i'm still not statisfied that i could manage to score highest in any subjects so far..
but still i'm greatful for my marks..

if god grants your prayers right away, you are loved
if god grants your prayers after a little bit longer, he wants to test you
if god still haven grant your wish or maybe he grants it after a long long time, he wants to give you the best!

this is what i believe in for every aspect in my life..
soulmate, marks, appearance(ntah pape aku merepek), and good fortune
(alim plak.. biase la blan pose... bye!)