Wednesday, April 27, 2011 @ 2:58 AM  0 stares
look look look~!

minho has the perfect muscle..


 wahhhhhhh.... i really want to lean on his shoulders!
(minho.. not this kid!..haha)



 waaaaaaaaa... curry!! i want curry! my mother's curry! i don't want to make it by myself!
(and also.. the gas is out!)

maggi??.. no.. no.. dont feel like it!

anyway today and yesterday i've been carving to drink iced water... like  sunkist orange.. waaaa

waaaa air bandung

if i count my BMI using malaysia's measurements i would still be overwieght!
if i count my BMI using australia/oversea's measurements i would be normal by now!
MALAYSIA is what i am for!!!

once i read on the internet.. you're HOT if you're BMI is 21..
meaning.. not too thin yet not at all fat..
that means for me10kg's to go!

but if i want to be like korean stars that have the same height as me...
that would be...
18 kg's to go...
but i don't think i'll look good if i'm too thin! XP

but for now! one kg at a time!! berusaha!!!

aduhh.. terasa nak makan goreng pisang pulak dah
(untuk kanak2 yg mengambil UPSR PMR dan SPM.. terma sebenar ialah pisang goreng ye)

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Sunday, April 24, 2011 @ 2:00 AM  2 stares
i am sooooo happy today
over the moon
over the pluto back to earth

why?
well today i asked a million dollar question
"sy gedik ko?"



and i got the perfect answer~
mula2 tu dah copy dah.. pastu tiba2 dia ilang
huhu tak sempat nk paste..

so i just write what i remember..simpler version 

<3 muka mcm budak baik..bila rapat..just right amount of gedik! <3

(sesungguhnya ayat ini xleh replace ayat original)

so syamimi.. pilih.. nk jdi ayam ko nk jadi brung hantu warna koko tuh.. hahaha


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Saturday, April 23, 2011 @ 2:21 AM  1 stares

from today forward.. i am not going to fall for people from kedah, perlis, and perak (utara people)

why? 

because they like to test people as if they're good.. 
because they treat girls like dirt
because they play girls heart as if it was a playstation 2 game..  just change it whenever they like
because they are totally unreliable..
well news flash : we girls DESPISE  guys like that!




ko igt ko bagus ke? hah? 
tahu la ko dah di-clash-kan tapi perlu ke bagi harapan kat ramai ramai ramai ramai org and bringing them down and act as if you've done nothing wrong

okay maybe tak semua laki dari utara camtu.. tapi as far as i know .. yeah they're pretty much like that... 
nak test market eh? pelis laaa... belah laaa .. go tooo... ehem.. 

adik aku ckp.. kat skola dier kat klantan ni..x de lagi jumpe yg camtu... mmg budaya dier jauh berbeza ngan time kat kedah dulu.... so there you go!..... BELAHH LAAAAAAAAA

bye!...

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Friday, April 22, 2011 @ 3:12 AM  0 stares
my heart beats perfectly fine..at the rate of  71 heartbeats per minute..
you don't have to accelerate it!.. just now i counted 90 beats per minute.. what ? is that possible?
get out of my head!! pleasee! both of you!
stop making me think unnecessary things
(cehhwah.. bajet ramai org ske lak aku ni..)

this is not about boys yeah.. its about food!.. i feel like EATING!!!
hahaha theres 2 "food" that's asking me to "eat" them!
i gained weight even though i feel like i haven't eaten anything that i want!
huhu malam masih muda.. jap agi "exercise"...ermm esok lah!

ni lagu ni kat blog ni... tak reti nk remove la.. remove2 tgk2 separuh blog aku ilang... so dgr la "not alone.. not alone " dan lagu lain2 yg skarang ni aku rase agak melalak di corong telinga ku sampai aku ade mood nk tuka blog skin.. buat sendiri ke... ermm.. tak nak ah wat sendiri.. reti.. tapi penat nk bgi semua perfect..


to my phone.. both of my phones.. the picture above is for you!
serius bnyk kali dah i "drop" them.. kat supermaket.. mase tgh makan.. mse boring trase nk lepas .. lepas je.. hahahaha tpi dia still idup balik memberi service yg tidak berbelah bagi (kecuali apabila bill dah sampai limit)
walaupon satu dah xleh baca sim kad.. tpi still leh amik gambar
walaupon satu lagi aku tak brp reti nk pakai.. i choose you over blackberry anyday!



don't tell me.. she's holding honey stars??? mummyyy!! i want honey stars!
flying honey stars that would land into my mouth magically..
(dasar pemalas)

makan je aku pikir kan?... well you're wrong..
you have no idea what i'm thinking about right now..
muahaahhahaha...

eh terasa nak makan nasi yg berempah gitu.. nasi ape eh name dier...
nasi tu hanya family aku blah penang je pandai wat.. wehh camne ni.. nak makannn!!

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Thursday, April 21, 2011 @ 2:41 AM  2 stares


you know something?.. i love being bored
instead of studying.. i love being bored
instead of doing chores.. i love being bored
instead of exercising .. i love being bored
other than eating.. i love being bored
i love the feeling of nothing to do instead of something to do
is that how it feels like when we're in heaven?
no responsibilities.. just sit there and enjoy the moment as it goes by..

being a kid.. it was fun when we're like 7 years and below
when you're older.. you need to start worrying about your grades
after spm.. you need to worry where you'll go and what you'll do for the rest of you life
after you get into a university.. you need to strive to survive
after that.. you need to find a job, a place to stay, food, and soulmate?
after that you need to strive to keep your job, place to say, food and soulmate
and then.. you need to raise your kids..
and start all over again by worrying for your children's sake

and if you're the real life version of harry potter..  
you got voldermort breathing down your neck for the rest of your life! 
hahahahhaa


so i'm going to enjoy my worry-free holiday where i don't need to worry about a thing

but i do have things on my head that i feel like writing about


its about a friend of mine... she have this boyfriend..
who's wayy much older than her... like 7 years?

that guy looks like her father i tell you
but you know what.. she's okay with that
she had this handsome guy head over heels for her
but still she still wants that old dude

that old dude is an accountant
and he sponsors a number for her where he pays all of the bill
he bought a dress for her for a special event at my school
he made her a custom made mug and a special pen with engravings on them
he custom made a couple necklace
but he's OLD and his not handsome at all

he's always commenting the her facebook wall and photos

if i have a boyfriend like that i would feel yelling
"BACK OFF!.. please let me breathe!..do not disturb my wall conversation with my friends.."
i dont mind when its my siblings... they're practically the other side of me

anyway..lets get back to my friend...

as for the handsome guy.. well he's handsome
and he cares for her with all of his heart
and he looks like he has a bright future ahead of him
and he's the same age as her

i guess when you really understand the real meaning of love
you choose the ugly over the handsome

i wish i can make that conclusion
unfortunately


its not the same for the other person i know..
again this girl has 2 guys in her life..

bachelor number 1
he's handsome
he's not that rich
he's romantic but in his own way
he's handsome

bachelor number 2
 he's not handsome
but stinking rich i tell you
he buys almost every single thing she laid her eyes on
he's the kind of  romantic that you'll see in movies
but he's not handsome



and which one did she choose?
the handsome but not rich one..
she said " its not because his handsome.. its the way he's attitude that always surprises me"

but this proofs that love is not the presents the guy buys for the girl
or his looks or his style
its something else i just wont understand right now



may both of them make the best choice that they can

as for me?.. i ate another bowl of meggi just now! hahaha
the one i ate earlier was meggi goreng indon
just now i ate meggi ruski tomyam..
and i ate a piece of chicken..okay maybe almost 3
and then i ate kit kat + milk!

why am i eating soo much in one day?
nope i'm not hungry..
i'm was just simply bored..

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Wednesday, April 20, 2011 @ 8:14 PM  0 stares
tadi search lagu anita sarawak tajuk akhirnya tuh
tapi.. lagu zaman tu punya la panjang... 5 minit i tell you
minit ke 2 baru sampai korus yg dinantikan
verse ngan intro dier same je.. sgtlah boring!
pastu bile dah sampai korus.. terus tutup.. tak jadi nak dgr.. boring sgt

bukannya peminat anita sarawak.. just teringat lagu tu sbb


akhirnyaaa kini pasti ku merasaiii meggi goreng!!
dan nasi lemak ayam goreng 
dan mash potato
dan jacob cream crackers + kopi
dan party snack!

haduii bnyk jgak saye makan.. .
duduk di rumah sgtlah boring..

kat fb pon xdak org nk chatting sehati sejiwa gila2


nk keje malas bgn awal la plak!
tido lagi bessttt
tapi nk duit... mcm mana niii



nak kluar..tapi xde kertas yg boleh ditukar untuk brg
nak mesej...bil dah RM90 daaa..
alamak! 10 lagi nk sampai limit..
duit duit duit


i've always consider myself as a loser when i think about other's perspective of me
but i don't really care.. i love being the loser that i am because its my identity
 but i really want to ask.. why would they follow something that a loser do?
hahahahahahaha

a few days ago i changed my profile picture on facebook...
wearing a baju kurung and taking the picture from the thigh up!
and now most of my friends from my previous school are doing the same thing..
what on earth??.. bukan aku loser ke?
and a few of them even post statuses about my profile picture
if you have something you have to say, say it to my face not through your status!

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Tuesday, April 19, 2011 @ 4:28 AM  3 stares
okay this is not the full story of my life..
i'll leave that for someone in the future to write my biography for me.. haha


this is the full story of.. my... jpj test?.. noo... i'll write that one when the P license is in my hand
of my tesl interview.. i know it is not as big a the JPA interview of MARA interview but still..

so my interview was on 16 April 2011 at UITM Machang.. block D? not sure

on my way there i was reading the newspaper.. okay maybe just the education section which had only one page..  so i read everything else.. like the first lazarus phenomenon in Malaysia... cool huh?
it made me want to become a doctor just so that i can make something like that happen!! .. but NO Nina...tesl tesl tesl..

so anyway.. i had kak wok rice for breakfast.. opps.. this is before i got in the car.. am i going backwards? haha

1:30 o'clock I arrived! ..i walked across the hall to take a look at the notice board.. and all eyes were on me... god? maybe because i'm not wearing pastel colour? maybe its because i'm wearing heels?.. stop looking!!


2:00 o'clock I saw my elementary school classmate.. wow....but i didn't think he would notice me.. so i just walk on by.. it turns out that he was previously my parent's student!... such a small world..  and he did remember me.. well that was awkward.. haha

3:00 o'clock.. they finally called.. we all had to sit in a class.. and sit there.. and sit there.. for half an hour before the writing test actually started..  it had reading comprehension question.. about desertification.. there were a lot of words i didn't know because most of them were some kind of scientific term that we dont use everyday unless we learn about them.. but luckily they were just there to confuse us.. there were no use what so ever....haha.. so section b there were essay writing.. about "THE BENEFITS OF FACEBOOK".. its my food i tell you.. so i ate it all up! hahaha..


after that i stopped looking at the time.. i went to the toilet and touched up my tudung because my tudung always gets out of place after i take exams.. haha so after that i grab a bite to eat and wait in front of my panel room.. and wait and wait and wait..

i met the girl i met on facebook that was also having her interview there.. but she looked soo confident i didn't dare to talk to her.. i was intimidated i tell you.. she was in the debate team for her MRSM.. she was speaking in english most of the time... so i just sit there and shut up before i make a fool out of myself in front of her..

instead, i talked to everybody else...she was kinda snobby.. i was the complete opposite (angkal bakul sendiri jap)..and by the way she didn't look anything like she did on facebook.. i thought she was...errmmm takyah ah sebut... jahat ah.. just remember this : don't believe everything you see on facebook..
don't even believe in MY pictures... hahahah

so i waited until 7o'clock till i get my turn (yg aku duk tgk orang semua tu takyah cita ah).. here it goes

the person before me came out.. and she nodded indicating its my turn.. when i get in front of the door and was about to knock.. my watch fell off...


and the mak cik sitting next to the door scolded me "masuk masuk laaa... ore lain nok masuk pulok"..
and i was so nervous i only smiled..

but in my head i was like " gapo mak cik ni.. jam tercabut saba gak dulu.. tahu la tnggu lamo doh sy pon tnggu lamo doh.. rilek2 gak.. interview ni penting untk mso depe sy tahu dok mok cik..tgk ni sayo kalut doh nk pakai jam balik rilek la.. doh la beg ambo ni besa nok letok mano tok tahu jap agi.. file ni plop nk tjatuh nge sampul2 nyo.. "

so ignoring the mak cik.. hahaha.. i knocked on the door and then one of the pannel was walking towards the door.. what i was suppose to do?.. the panel (panel 1) nodded and asked me to come in.. i gave my file to the other panel lets call her panel 2.. she was smiling!! so sweet ...and she asked me to sit while looking at the documents i gave to her..

panel 1 comes back in.. and asked "how are you?".. and i was blank for a second but i keep on smiling and nodded .. aiyoo ninaaaaa... and then i replied slowly.. "fine tengkiu"

panel 1 : you look sweet today.. i like that colour
nina: thank you.. its my favourite colour (saja ja igt nk jdi friendly sket)
panel 1 : oh really?.. what colour is that ? blue?
nina: something like aqua (ekkk wrong nina)...
panel 1 :  aqua.. i dont think that's aqua..
nina : (aiyoo).. blue blue..something like greenish blue?.. turquoise (turtoise btol la ang nina)
panel 1: yeahh i think that turqoise.. you said that it was your favourite colour right? (kantoiiii)
nina : (adehhh...) yeahh heeee

tanyang muka jap.. hahaha

panel 1: so tell us about yourself
nina : i'm norfarahninabtomar
panel 1 : sorry? what was that
nina : my name is noooor faaaraah ninaaa bt omaar and i'm from kota bharu kelantan
i got my early edu at bla bla bla which where most of the teachers spoke in english .. thats when my love for english genuinely start to grow.. my mother also read me bed time stories which made me love english even more..so i really really really love english..  my essays are always the best in my class and... aaaa
panel 1 : hahaha. .now you're really trying to sell your self
nina : heee ( tak abih cita lagi nii)

panel 1 : so farah are you well prepared for this interview
nina : i think i am (konfident lagi la nina)

panel 1 : yes you sure look like you are.. so what current event do you know

nina: education?.. well i read about ppsmi.. where the gov is reconsidering dual medium to teach scince and maths and i think its a good idea because people who want to use english can do so and those who want to use malay can go back to learning them in malay.. but i think that the government should really plan it out carefully even if it takes 5 or 10 years so that  the students wont be confused and  ..aa (x abih ckp lagi)

panel 1: and how do you think this effects the students in rural areas

nina : (rural? ... bukan sebutan dia raarel.. smalam check dia sebut raarel..ape nk sebut nih )
i think the students in the raarel.. eh.. rural area are having a really hard time learning in english because my friend in sarawak said that the teachers that are teaching english doesn't  (ek sekat2 sampai aku pn x igt ape aku ckp..xpe cover balik) but i think that if with the dual medium they can choose to use malay to learn that subject while people in the city can still use english if they want to



panel 1 : nods nods... farah you don't sound like a kelantanese.. are you a kelantanese
nina: actually i was born in penang.. grow up in kelantan.. went to mrsm blabla kedah.. i also studied at smk zainab 1 here in kelantan and smk tungku suleiman perlis.. so i've been all over the WORLD

panel 1 : nods
panel 2: WORLD?
nina: eh.. no..  all over malaysia.. i'm sorry..
panel 1 and 2 laughs
panel 1 : have you been overseas?
nina : no but i do wish to go overseas to study or work..
panel 1: ok tengkiu
nina : tengkiu for your time


so from that .. let me tell you something that you might not get from the above dialogue ..
i  actually FELT my voice shaking.. i feel like doing EHEM! but i can't.. arrrgghhh
i looked away a few times.. luckily they were still looking at me when reminded myself  about eye contact..
and i manage to get the attention of both panel ..
unlike some of them when i was peeking earlier .. the panels were not looking at him..they were turning the papers..

so do you think i'll get it??...
you know what, don't answer that..
lets just wait for the result in may..

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Monday, April 18, 2011 @ 2:58 AM  0 stares

i should sleep now.. and wake up early in the morning and eat meggi goreng.. meggi tomyam?.. ruski tomyam?..



after that i'm going to billion to enjoy myself bowling! hopefully there's no little kids dating there.. i hate to see students in school uniform dating.. very yuckky.. baju skolah dah sehari suntuk ko pakai.. pakai pegi dating lak.. busuk wei!

and i really should sleep now.. i feel like eating.. should i? i shouldn't right?.. byee!

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Tuesday, April 12, 2011 @ 3:42 AM  2 stares
well you dump dumped me and you bet i felt it.. 

i have no idea why but i am crazy about the song "I'm Yours"
it makes me feel happy.. like i'm on a vacation at an exotic island!

listen to this talented kid..



other than him i've been listening to other version of "i'm yours"
acoustic versions! and now i'm addicted to it!
now i feel like singing it and uploading it on youtube!
NO! nina nooo!!... don't do that.. you can't sing!
hahahaha

in other news..
i think i'm supposed to be confused by some mixed messages  a certain someone is sending me
but surprisingly i'm not.. and that is good!



when i thought about it
and i research about it
and i rethink about it
i can conclude that
my decisions didn't fail me this time
i don't regret a thing
and i'm not willing to go back to December and change my own mind
because i'm sure i made the right decision.

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Sunday, April 10, 2011 @ 3:17 AM  2 stares


yesterday was just some kind of indigestion.. haha...
i re-read what i wrote.. i sound like i was dying!haha
anyway today i am still soo full... 
when i eat breakfast/lunch.. i couldnt finish the last piece of chicken
when i eat dinner i only took meat.. and i only add a little bit of rice..
but for snack i ate 2 chocolates! .. haha



i was thinking about couple-ing the whole day..
but after that 2 chocolates i'm all okay
i guess all i need was producing that hormone..
nooo not oestrogen or that kind of hormones..that is just creepy..
its the hormones our brain produce when we fall in love
that hormone can also be obtain from eating chocolates..


haha... other that the 2 piece of chocolates
my friends were extra good to me today!
maybe not extra good..they were okay i guess..
one of them wasn't really sincere while talking to me but it i don't hate her

my sister also told me about her super complicated love life..
which made me appreciate the simple life i have going on!
and completely erased my desire to have a boyfriend.
and hopefully everything falls into its place when the time is right.
hahaha

my best friend on the other hand is the best!
i can talk to her just about anything.. love yaa!  muahh!

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Saturday, April 9, 2011 @ 1:40 AM  2 stares
Your Survival Guide to Life : How to Get Sick!

  1. Sleep from 7pm-10pm... and stay up though the next day
  2. Eat to stay energized ..
  3. stay up some more to burn the fat you just consumed
  4. officially get sick!
yes.. i did all of those things
yesterday i sleep around maghrib until 10 oclock.. when i woke up i took a really long shower until it was 11.. and then i ate RICE!... so after that i couldn't sleep just yet.. i went online until...4.. after that i start to watch television and theni couldnt sleep until it was 6.. i pretended to sleep while my parents we're getting ready to go out.. when they were out i woke up and watched tv until it was 10.. and had a shower and after that i brought down the dishes and cleaned them up.. fold the clothes and and hang a new set of clothes.. and went upstairs and ate RICE!(with pringles).. then it was 11 so i went online and them my parents came home with RICE so i ate them.. (with a kuey) after that i drink cofee and start to iron my little sister's uniform and then i went online... after that i got prepared to go out and sat in the car for almost an hour .. after that we went to a restaurant but this time i didn't eat rice i ate "MUSHROOM SOUP, GARLIC BREAD, WEDGES... and maybe a few spoon of RICE!......and then we went walking around and it was already 5 o clock.. so we went to mcdonals and bought 1 set of double cheese burger and 2 sets of chicken and a mcflurry oreo.. i a few spoons of that mcflurry oreo + fries .. after sending my sister off we went to parkson and window shopped.. and then we got back into the car and its already maghrib... so we head home.. once we arrived i got online and washed my self off and pray... and then i was 9 o'clock.. i was so tired..  i ate my DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER and dozed off..at 10 my parents woke me up and ask me to eat RICE..(that somehow magically appear in my life) and i ate them anyway + a sip of coffe... whew....

now i'm too full to sleep.. i'm too full to do anything and its alreay 1.35 am..  so that means i've been awake for about 27 hours and counting...and i feel like i'm getting sick.. so in 27 hours i've eaten RICE =4TIMES... A BURGER... AND MUSHROOM SOUP, GARLIC BREAD, WEDGES, PRINGELS , KUEY, MCFLURRY OREO, FIRES, AND COFFEE....

this must not be healthy... i'm going to fast next week! this is getting me sick!

(too tired to whip up a pretty post)

SYAMIMI!! 
GOOD LUCK PREPARING FOR THE INTERVIEW! 
You can Do It! 
(just incase i can't come online for a few days)

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Friday, April 8, 2011 @ 4:37 AM  4 stares
Hello.. hello.. hello..hello... *sing the song in my blog
Hello .. hello *sings shinee song hello
when we type hello so many times.. it kinda looks weird.. haha

 

guess who??.. shinee's minho~! yeahh!



=.=... you dont have too look so excited... hahaha

so anyway.. today i'm just going to say what's on my mind (don't i always?)
so first.. twilight new moon..this is just my opinion.. for twilight lovers out there please dont flip...
edward is  missing.. bella is with jacob.. they went to the movies..jacob still have long hair.. something happened .. jacob merajuk

next day.. bella's father went fishing.. bella went out to find jacob... and then it rained... jacob hair is suddenly short and his body was soo er... nevermind..censored hahaha

okay.. what i'm trying to point out is... her father went fishing.. and then she went out to find jacob and all of the sudden it rained? it doesn't make sense.. it was raining soo heavily and jacob was smoking hot even when it was raining.. hahaha.. not that lah!... it doesn't make sense that it would rain so heavily in a blink of an eye.. and her father that went fishing... come on? during a heavy rain?..if it was going to rain that heavily it must have been cloudy before.. but no.. it was supper sunny.. i know they're trying to highlight jacob's hotness but come on... be more realistic


and there's another fun fact.. from watching twilight.. i can conclude that "only freaks are attracted to bella".. i mean.. first a twinkling vampire... next a giant hairy  super hot  werewolf ?..

also..when jacob magically transform into a wolf..his shirt ripped off... what dont his pants rip off too?? (not that i was hoping it would.. hahaha)

and dont you think its weird that only the cullens twinkle... how bout the "black eyed peas" vampire .. they dont twinkle in the sunlight.. twinkle twinkle little star.. haha

and thats only about the part that i watched.. i cannot wait until i'm bored enough to stay and watch the whole thing.. hahaha.. just a foot note : i love edward as cedric digory more than the twinkling vampire.. 

...anyway... lately i sort of regret letting go something that i did..
i feel sort of jealous when i see my friends are changing their status to "married".."enggaged".. "in a relationship with...." and writing jiwang quotes on their wall
 but i think it is because of something called puberty.. haha..  i just need to remind myself the perks of being single, why am i single and what will happen if i'm not single..

it true and i've seen it with my own eyes.. 
most people who start having a "couple" will get attached to having someone whispering cutesy lovey dovey things to their ears.. so, when their relationship comes to and end.. they will have another one in no time.. 
to me i feel that at some point that person will lost the real meaning of a relationship..



i want to enjoy my time with my family and friends instead of thinking about what my boyfriend thinks of me and getting into silly fights with him like most couples do


god had already written our live long journey.. and also our love life..
all we can do is pray for the best..
instead of changing partners every full moon why can't we wait until we find the right one..
as for me? ..i want to marry my first love

one day when my daughter/son asked me who was my first love.. i would like to just point and say "he's right there".. just like my parents did when i asked them a few years back..




what else can i say.. 
theres this guy on my fb.. he already have a girlfriend.. but he still chats with me
he keep on asking do i have a boyfriend.. i dont blame him.. i admit i'm cuter than his girlfriend..teehee
but i feel bad for his girlfriend...i wouldn't want someone like that..

(ehemm ... nape aku layan?... boring la wei.. layan bodo2 je.. ckp pasal hantu.. haha dont worri last skali mmg clear just friends.. berjaya aku buat prangai scha alyahya.. haha .)

all guys are land crocodile!
semua lelaki adalah buaya darat! hahaha

last2.. yg paling sesuai dgn aku ialah 3 dibawah




hahaha... especially this last one.. so whenever i feel like couple-ing.. i'll just read this post to remind myself that i dont need a man... *sing pussycat dolls i dont need a man

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Thursday, April 7, 2011 @ 2:54 AM  0 stares
Sing the happy happy happy happy happy song..spongebob...


just know i checked out something random 
that was based on my birth month.. brithday date.. and the color of shirt that i'm wearing
so what i got was "aku keluar dating, dgn spongebob, sbb aku tak tahan"
 hahaha ... so cutee!

so.. today's activity.. layan lagu lagi...
today's featured artist is Selena Gomez!..



haha her songs doesn't really wow me but sometimes they can hypnotize me..
like that shake it up song from disney channel
at first i thought "what the kitty is this song"
and as ALOT of time goes by my mouth keep on singing
"bring the light up.. bust the doors down..dust yourself off.. shake it up..shake it up!"


and there's this one



selena did a cover of nikki minaj - super bass!.. she made me like that song!


i would be crazy if i only listen to selena gomez for the whole night..
my mother made me search for bollywood songs! but they were all too sexy!
i was embarrassed to watch.. so i search for spanish/latin songs.. but all i found was rap..
so i decided to watch sonny with a chance on disney channel


after that i was cruising tumblr for pretty pictures while listening to someone else's playlist
i guess my "anything and everything goes" attitude still not wearing off..
every song i heard made me dance~! haha it really did..





but when i was having this "anything and everything goes" attitude ..
 i've been having some unpleasant flashback from 2008-2010..
it made me think.. "why on earth did i endure and hold in everything that i did"

it also made me think

people always remember the bad things we did too them
but never remember the bad things they did to us..
at the end of the day we're the bad guys to them
when actually the things they've done to us is much worst..


what do i care.. as far as i know
they are the ****** ..not me
muahahahhaa..(biarlah terma rahsia itu saya sahaja yg tahu)

anyway i've decided to just put all that aside and hope that everyone lives happily ever after..
baik kan saye?.. hehe *gedik  

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