i hate it when i try soo hard to forget about something and indulge myself in my own world and i was laughing without any worries what so ever the thing i tried to let go comes back and glued itself onto my mind! its going to take days even weeks to get it out again!! why does it have to go on like this...
i've had a hard time trying to for get about a person.. everyday, hoping he'll approve my fb request (hahaha) just when i've decided that it didnt matter and just when thought i''ve forgotten about that person that person shows up in my dream i'm confused of my feelings but more importantly : i'm mad because he interrupted my sleep!!!!
when i hear about someones feelings about me it made me think..i thought about it too much until i get paranoid with myself just when i've decided to stop to care about what people feel about me that person comes back and make me think again and again my heart beat rate increases so suddenly but more importantly : i'm mad because he interrupted me watching Oh My School!
Can i NOT think about that? its really disturbing! i want to enjoy my SPM holidays without heartache and more importantly HEADACHE! I DONT NEED A LOVER..I DONT NEED A MAN (except my father) i have more than enough love from my family and friends.. but thanks for the offer!...i'm really flattered!