i have noo i dea why! since my siblings came back home
i've been eating like crazy
i cannot control it at all!!
arggh!! i wanted to blame my parents and my siblings
for bringing home that "hungry aura"
but then i remember that quote from "the fault in our stars"
the fault is not in our stars, but in ourselves
when i think about it.. it is really all my own fault!
i was weak.
no one forced me!
i simply gave in to temptations
its just crazy.. i even eat the things i don't usually like
epal for breakfast?
nice start! :)
"lunch" bihun tomyam segera
i dont like "segera food" but it was nice
(i even thought to have seconds)
with that bihun i had - cold kfc chicken
i hatee eating cold food that are supposed to be eaten hot
RIGHT AFTER that: 10 butter cookies
i love them.. but 10?? right after a bowl of bihun sup?
right after that too : 1 kurma??
honeslty, i would only touch those during ramadhan
so just imagine how much i just wanted to eat
AGAIN...right after that : Keropok sira??
500 calories? all by myself??
like 2 hours later ? : nasik ayam pedas?
What is wrong with you!!
again.. 2 hours later : 3 large Popia + 3 large banana roll??
in the middle of the night??
a big no no .. especially when i have to wake up super early the next day and couldn't possible burn all of those calories in a few hours before i go to bed
and that's what i ate today..
well i guess i didn't eat THAT much
hahahhaha who am i kidding sudah terang lagi bersuluh..sgt melantak!!
strange thing is... i still feel like eatingg!!!
everything looks soo appetizing!! even SALAD looks soo HEAVENLY!
nasik goreng ngan kacang panjang pn kelihatan sgtt bessstt!!
warghhhh i'm going crazy!!
i bet snsd don't eat 10 butter cookies, 6 popia in the middle of the night, a bowl of bihun tomyam, nasik ayam pedas, a kurma and 500 calories worth of keropok sira all in one day and end up with that kind of body!
i bet they've never had durian
so anyway.. i'm just going to wing it!!
i'm going out with my friend tomorrow so i'll eat what i feel like eating...
!!screw it all!!!
ehh no no ...
i have to keep in mind that
1 kg is really easy to gain..but really hard to shed!
so no pressure..
one simple thing to follow tomorrow : no food after 8PM!