petulant

Tuesday, November 13, 2012 @ 6:57 AM 0 stares

Assalamualaikum and hi~

a very very good in the early early morning i bid to all~

you know how people always say

"everything happen for a reason"

or in malay

"rilek ahh..ade hikmah la tuu"

the simple reasoning to everything in our life..

but at that particular moment :

have you ever lose faith?

did you feel disappointed?

did you question : WHY WHY WHY!?

you didn't do anything wrong

you tried your best

you feel like you've been good enough

you feel like you're pretty enough

you feel like you prayed hard enoguh

but still..why??

now...that simple reasoning isn't that easy to grasp isn't it?

only after GOD shows you "why" will you understand

and will you be extremely thankful

so thank you Allah

for giving me what i really need instead of what i want but don't really need

Alhamdulillah :)

now i know why i didn't get chosen for kawad

now i know why you put the people around me in my life

now i know why you put me where i am

now i know why you give me what i have

now i know why you put me through what i've been through

well ..not really..

i don't know exactly WHY...

i believe God's the reason WHY continuously continue as my life proceeds

but i catch glimpses that everything that you have given me is for the best..

Everthing that He has given me

are things within my range

things that i can handle

things that will teach me

and change me into a better person

so Alhamdulillah

if i could add the word very and sangat to the word alhamdulillah...
i definitely would

but i don't think that's appropriate..