weird much

thanks much

forever alone much.... okay maybe not this one

still i'm feeling a bit under the weather .. but.. reading my friends comments in the previous post really cheered me up.. and helped me get through  6 hours of literature class in one day....

(xleh nk comment...or put pictures.. wifi mlm2 ni slow ... sbb esok almost semua xde kelas)

i love literature.. but for 6 hours in a row.. you'll feel like puking

and as i'm already under the weather, it feels as if the weather just fell down on me!

we learned 3 short stories in one day.. and all about psychopaths.. i feel like i might turn into one at the end of the semester especially something like that emily from the short story a rose for emily

buttttttttt..... after hearing that tomorrows class is cancelled.... what else... over the moon...  across the sea  and THROUGH mount everest

i celebrated with kerepek and a gathering of  the "forever aloners".. i miss them soo muchhh... 

i guess thats whats missing from my AWESOME sem 2... my awesome friends

 (who we all concluded, are individually psychotic in their own way..including me of course)

and at the end of the day i figured... what i really wanted all along is to be with my friends... 

ALL OF THEM! AT THE SAME TIME.. LIKE LAST SEM!

but i also realized that i need to realize that things are just not going to be like last sem anymore.. and i have to move on..

its true that they say laughter is the best medicine.. 

but when you're really sick.. laughter just doesn't cut it..

 i still need to eat my medicine... i have to go and buy my own tomorrow.. i feel really bad that i keep on taking my friend's panadol... also i need to stop drinking the water from the water cooler.. i think the effects like i had when i was living in a dormitory (when i was form 5) is showing again.....

i keep on coughing like crazy... my tonsils feels like its about to burst 

(just an expression okay.. semoga cepat sihat laa)

last but not least.. today.. during ctu class... i learned something important.. we have to becareful   of our words ... if you want to talk bad about somebody, never accuse their parents... 

because if you do, god will make you feel the same thing in no time

you have to know that your heart (al-qalbu) is something that can be flipped and maybe one day you turn into the person you despise..

if its not happening to us yet.. or maybe it slowly is, whether we realize it or not, we should all repent... and think of out actions and words before we execute them... 

this is just simply a reminder for me...

 i'm really scared after listening  about it as i know things like that do happen...

so mintak jauh lahh.... doesn't mean that we should wear long tudung and jubah all the time... 

just slowly try to be a better person... everyday..

make sure you're a better person today than you were yesterday and the day before that and so on and so forth... 

good nite.... i need my sleep now... or else i wouldn't heal properly